I'm done with ......
Investigating the why
Feeling guilty about gaining weight
Not fitting in my clothes
Feeling like a fraud and failure
Disappointing myself and my loved ones.
Time to move forward. It's not time to throw in the towel with this blog. When I was doing IT, this blog helped me be successful. It worked as a journal, a place for me to work some things out. It also helped knowing someone, somewhere out there is reading it and might get something from my struggle.
On the other hand I don't know how often I can post. My priorities have to come first. My priorities being my kids, myself, my husband, my marriage and my home - in no particular order. Unfortunately that probably means I will be posting more on the weekends - blog wasteland. My life is not a normal 9-5 weekday situation. I often have to roll with the punches and readjust.
Sure, looking back might be useful in some situations. But I am done. I guess the only think I will think about is that yes I did it and I can do it again.
So far this week I have - hiked wed, hiked thur and boot camp.