I am still here, still reading everyone’s blogs.
Life is beating me down at the moment and I am trying to claw my way back up. I could go on and on about what is beating me down, but really do you want to read that, I think not. Some of the highlights are: the mess in my house, my 8 year old not listening and his drama (I know we have a long way to go but it needs correcting now so we
he can survive later), my body, my food choices, cancer, my cherub faced 3 year old tornado, money …. life in general.
I have been talking to someone lately. I like her, we do some work but I’m not sure it’s enough at the moment. I think I need more. I am not sure what the more is at the moment.
My weight is basically maintaining. I am frustrated that last summer I was 15 pounds lighter. I feel it in my bathing suits and all my clothes. I have been avoiding my clothes because they make me uncomfortable. I pull out the looser, easier to wear stuff all the time. I am hating it.