Weight = 201.2
Loss = NA
Loss for 2012 = –3.6
Total Loss = –30.8
Emotion = all over the place
Fine I will weight in. I will admit that last Tuesday I was at 203.8. Insane 7 pound gain in one week. Vicious food cycle here – I am eating emotionally, I feel crappy from the eating, the food choices cycle cravings for more crap and I continue to eat and feel crappy. I am really low right now. Super low.
I am on a fence right now about my blog. I am trying to decide where I want to go with it right now. I need to process if I really should be spending time on it in the first place. It take a lot of time to post. Time where my toddler can get into trouble, which usually means more clean up time for me. Stay tuned, I have yet to make a decision, I am working it out.
Today is a good and bad day. Tonight I will be celebrating my 11th anniversary. My hubby made the plans which is a very very rare thing. I have no clue what we are doing. It’s nice to hand over control sometimes. I wish I could do it more often. Sometime today my mom will be getting her CAT scan results from last week. Honestly I am not trying to be negative here but I know the results will not be positive. The realistic scientist in me knows this.
Want proof of how low I am. I cried 2 times writing this post. Crazy!!!! I am a bit sleep deprived today.